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Call me “Your Majesty”

September 29, 2010 Leave a comment Go to comments

Yesterday was the Day where I broke my records. I’m the Master, the Queen, the Goddess of eye-contact avoidance. I cut myself off from the others. I spent – again – more than an hour among people who were chatting, making friends and me, I was there, alone, speaking to nobody, avoiding contact with everybody. The only two people who dare to talk to me said: “Smile!” and “Don’t be shy”. >.< ;
Damn, I hate when I do that, I boycott myself but really, I have nothing to tell them.
The problem is that I would love to be like them and chat with them but I shut myself away in my bubble looking at nothing, thinking about nothing, just being there among all these people. I do that in spite of my good intentions, I went there willing to spend a good evening – that didn’t happen.

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